Badmon Ken - Cold Lyrics

Last night I was thinking bout the ones that's dead and gone
Took my older brother from us and that shit f*cked up my dome
Got me reading bible verse right before I tuck the chrome
Don't wanna see me make it on
Don't wanna see me make it home
I left Atlanta tryna clear my head but now I'm all alone
Got one foot in got one foot out I don't know if I wanna go
Mama and my lil brothers need and that's all I know
I was raised in Georgia but right now I'm in this northern snow
And I keep some cookies on me but you steady smokin dro
And I had my heart broken before so I can't let it go
I just had to let you know this shit that I'm holding on
Way these niggas out here actin swear they need a golden globe
Singing on that black and white you know he told it all
For my niggas in them walls just keep holdin on
For my ones that's dead and gone pray you made it home
And I hope that heavens filled with everything you want
My cousin Cody gone and now my heart left with a hole
But just for him ima keep going until we make it on
I use Ken name cuz he a part of everything I'm on
If he was here right now he'd prolly be right on this song

I got tear drops on my face
I'm feeling like I'm all alone
Got me switching state to state
But now I'm finna head back home
Yeah they let me off them papers
But they had to let me know
You finna walk out of that cell
But we'll never let you go
Why you think my heart cold
Why you think my heart cold
Why you think my heart cold

It's a lot of pain behind these bars
Drown the pain wit adderal
Xanny Fanta mixed with alcohol
Stuffing backwoods fat as King Kong
Got my heart jumpin like it's ping pong
Swear the money counter is my theme song
Keep my circle small but my team strong
Got a couple niggas I can lean on
All that I gave
How you get greedy and then try to come for me
This shit to the grave
I see you a snake but it's cool cuz they under me
This the reason why I never have no company
This the reason why I never have no company
I made it out through the doubt
Weed got me out of the drought
I started out with a pouch
Worked my way up to a ounce
That's when the hate settled in
Pray that I made my way in
Couple of robbery attempts
They had it out for the kid
I can't let it stop it
Go ape like haramabe
Keep the stick in arms reach
My heart is a zombie
Pop a xanny just to deal with the pain
In the whip smoking gas in the rain
All the things that we do for a chain
Day to day niggas living insane
I put it on me that I never would Change
Like all my life all my niggas the same
Finna get em all keys to a range
Cuz they held it down all them days in the rain

I got tear drops on my face
I'm feeling like I'm all alone
Got me switching state to state
But now I'm finna head back home
Yeah they let me off them papers
But they had to let me know
You finna walk out of that cell
But we'll never let you go
Why you think my heart cold
Why you think my heart cold
Why you think my heart cold