Bally Money - Love to Hate Lyrics

Put my faith in the pen, can't count on a friend
Because friends been turnin to enemies
Felt like I changed from my mistakes but maybe she just wasn't feelin me
I been outta way & prayin for days that I can do any & everything
They love to hate me from a distance, shade ain't never meant shit to me
F*ck all my haters & enemies
You'll never ever get rid of me
They talkin down like they sick of me
But they smile in my face that's whats killin me
I'm so real, I can't give that same energy
Only f*ck with the niggas who been with me
I ain't give her no dick now she dissin me... damn damn damn

Lets hop in my feelings though
As a kid, knew I never could trust a soul
Big bruh locked in the slam, he couldn't see parole
That shit cut me so deep but it never showed
Niggas envyin me as I let em close
Talkin behind my back supposed to be my bros
We was sharin our things & plenty clothes
Even 1 tried to cross me bout a hoe
How a simple mistake get that boy exposed?
& Its crazy, the niggas you loved the most
Be the niggas with hate deep up in they soul
So I went my own way, lets go back some more
Lost my grandma at 7, God bless her soul
I told my mama I'm seein ghosts
I was just finally gettin close
Too shy & too young just to see her go
I feel her presence onto this day
Ain't no lessons if you don't make no mistakes
Gotta fall on yo face its gone be ok
Gotta ball til I'm grey, I'm a f*ckin great
Always choppin the grass so I see the snakes
Always prayin to God yea I need his grace
Help me separate real ones from the fake
Goin global lets take this shit outta state

Put my faith in the pen, can't count on a friend
Because friends been turnin to enemies
Felt like I changed from my mistakes but maybe she just wasn't feelin me
I been outta way & prayin for days that I can do any & everything
They love to hate me from a distance, shade ain't never meant shit to me
F*ck all my haters & enemies
You'll never ever get rid of me
They talkin down like they sick of me
But they smile in my face that's whats killin me
I'm so real, I can't give that same energy
Only f*ck with the niggas who been with me
I ain't give her no dick now she dissin me... damn damn damn

Keepin up wit me yea that's yo last bet
Remember startin off my shit they used to laugh at
Now I done turned up on the scene that's what they mad at
I need that money bitch so show me where that bag at

I let these bitches come between our bond
Shit crazy, what I really become
New whip & new niggas my sons
New bands so I'm buyin some drums
I never thought you would really just leave out
I'm findin good in this shit, guess its peace out
My love the same, I just wish you could see now
I put my heart in this shit, damn near bleed out

Put my faith in the pen, can't count on a friend
Because friends been turnin to enemies
Felt like I changed from my mistakes but maybe she just wasn't feelin me
I been outta way & prayin for days that I can do any & everything
They love to hate me from a distance, shade ain't never meant shit to me
F*ck all my haters & enemies
You'll never ever get rid of me
They talkin down like they sick of me
But they smile in my face that's whats killin me
I'm so real, I can't give that same energy
Only f*ck with the niggas who been with me
I ain't give her no dick now she dissin me... damn damn damn

& That shit straight like that
I f*ck wit who f*ck wit me & gone
Keep it a rack wit the niggas who stuck wit me
So yea sauce me up, don't salt me down