What if things were different
What if I was someone that I'm not
Gimme back the moment
Gimme back the moment
Couldn't tell
How hard I fell
Standing up to no one
Saying that I'm someone but myself
Not myself
Until I realized I was damned
Gave up my innocence
This road is broken
I'm going down
Down
There is no settlement
Judased myself
I'm going down
Down
It's true
Practiced up indifference
Tried to be so different
From the rest of the world
Without getting burned
Adding up the losses
Holding myself hostage
And the price is high
Pay up or die
Until I realized I was damned
I didn't really understand
Gave up my innocence
This road is broken
I'm going down
Down
There is no settlement
Judased myself
I'm going down
Down
It's true
It's true
Swear an oath of fealty to myself
Gave up my innocence
This road is broken
I'm going down
Down
There is no settlement
Judased myself
I'm going down
Down
It's true
It's true
It's true