summer storm Video (MV)

It's unfortunate
Something feels missing from my hand
And I won't find out what that means
Until I'm back intact
'Til I get over it
It's like I was put at the back of the line
I've been following this goddamn path
For what feels like endless time
Something tells me I've been
Going through it badly
Broken locks, keys are lost
The chain is down to dust
Something tells me I haven't been
Trying hard lately
Broken hearts, clotted arteries
Clouds are gone by dusk
I almost lost my wallet on the train back from your place
Couldn't look scared, I couldn't lose face
Couldn't forget those lines I traced
And now I'm losing all the feeling from my fingers to my face
Maybe this time I'll be outpaced
Surely I can get out of this stasis
Cuz now the bottom of the barrel isn't actually that far
Tried to pay attention to it all
But it's too much so now I'm falling
And something tells me I've been
Challenged daily
Stop and start, abruptly wavering
Silences erupt
Something tells me I haven't been
Going crazy
The knife is sharp
It's lightning punctures me
But I ain't felt that much, no
A summer storm could break my heart in two
I fall in love from miles away
California left me so confused
But it still feels like yesterday
Something tells me I've been
(Something tells me I've been)
Going through it badly
(Challenged daily)
Broken locks, keys are lost
(Stop and start, abruptly wavering)
The chain is down to dust
(Silences erupt)
Something tells me I haven't been
(Something tells me I haven't been)
Trying hard lately
(Going crazy)
Broken hearts, clotted arteries
Clouds are gone since dusk