Bday Video (MV)

I raise my glass, I make a toast to life
The foward motion of passing time
Maybe it's alright to say goodbye
To 19, oh I tried
Blew the candles out today
But I don't have a cake
The world's on fire
I'm getting higher
Said farewell to an age
And every year's the same
Birthdays never change
I'm making wishes on an age I've never been
Expectations for a life I'm yet to live
Two decades in and I just wanna quit
I don't even care 'bout getting old
I just wish I had some hands to hold
I'm about the only one I know
So give it up for me for being alone
Only get some hellos on a screen
Only God knows what that does to me
Today I realized they're as good as goodbyes
As I counted minutes to midnight
And every year's the same
Birthdays never change
I'm making wishes on an age I've never been
Expectations for a life I'm yet to live
Two decades in and I just wanna quit
It's not fair, done everything I can
It seems like God has a plan
For me to rot
And for nobody to watch
Just to stick it to the man
Every year's the same
Birthdays never change
I'm making wishes on an age I've never been
Expectations for a life I'm yet to live
Cause every year's the same
Birthdays never change
I'm making wishes on an age I've never been
Expectations for a life I'm yet to live
Two decades in and I just wanna quit