I am miserable now
Not feeling unhappiness
Just lack of life
Coming to me
And coming out of me
Resignation to getting nothing
And seeking nothing
Staying behind the shell
The glare of unknown love
Human
Unhad by me
The tenderness
I never had
I don't want to be just a nothing
A sick blank
Withdrawal into myself
Forever
I just want something beside
The emptiness I've carried around in me
All my life