Spending too much time right in California
And for all this time, I've been for you
Will you call me a cab so I can finally get back?
Never felt that, I've never felt that
Always the same from the inside
Wanted to change, it took a big fight
Callin' your bluff, you'll see it real time
Wish you could see it's been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried
Got a fragile heart, always thought you knew that
And you said from the start, "Guess that's how we do that"
Know you're stuck in the past, and tired of living so fast
It's not the plan, you wouldn't understand
Always the same from the inside
Wanted to change, it took a big fight
Callin' your bluff, you'll see it real time
Wish you could see it's been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried
Keepin' it quiet 'til I hit back, and I know
They won't listen 'til I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know
Keepin' it quiet 'til I hit back and I know
They won't listen 'til I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know
They'll never know
They'll never know
They'll never know
They'll never know