Beach Holiday - burning at both ends Lyrics

I can forgive
But I can't forget
Every hour, every minute
Every second that I spent
Then you come back
But what for?
You apologize again just to satisfy your fetish
For another chance at shame just to take everything that I have
But what's left?

I wanna watch the light of day
Turn black and fade to gray

But that's beside the point
This is now and that was then
Did you give a f*ck or is it still just all pretend?
We're too old for this
Pick another game instead
Like a prozac and a bottle ever changed your head
I'm so done
No trust
Same dance every year just to salt the same cuts
Dig a new grave deep enough
To make room for the two of us

I wanna watch the light of day
Turn black and fade to gray

Taking shots at my enemies
Screaming bloody murder in the front seat
Guess they had to die for me to see that
I'm so sick of this medicine
Fills me with adrenaline
Propane, bloodlust
Just to light it up
Burn a fire in my heart
Cut me open, sew me up
Kiss me softly
Just send me to hell
Haunt me 'til I'm not around

I wanna watch the light of day
Turn black and fade to gray
I wanna watch the light of day
Turn black and fade to gray

Burn me at both ends
I'm such a holy mess
I'd say I hate but I can't pretend
My eyes go black
I want you back
You're my antidote