The fire feels so close to me
But it also feels so far away from me
Feels warm when I'm asleep
Feels cold when I'm awake
Trapped by my memories
Ignoring the feathers that flew by
When I try to take a leap
I feel your gaze behind me
Looking back, until the words of a stranger hits home
It's been a long tightrope walk
Only been focusing not to fall
Now I got some time to rest
Looking back and thinking back
Numbers feel like few days
But the memories feel like centuries
With a numb feeling I realize
I realize that you are no longer here
I realize that you are no longer here
I realize that you are no longer here
I realize that you are no longer here
For a while
I realize that you are no longer here
For a while
I realize that you are no longer here
I realize that you are no longer here
For a while
I realize that you are no longer here
I realize that you are no longer here