Before Fire - Dead Eyes Lyrics

Oh, my worst fear
Is creeping up behind
Latching on to me and
Growing roots in my mind
It's making me see things
Things that are not real
Oh, this darkness under my skin
Is slowly kicking in
Never mind who I used to be
This is the new me
I know that I'm better off without you
But it makes me happy when I'm inside you
I just can't let you go
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't belong in this world without you
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't care anymore
Oh, the tree of fear
Is growing stronger day by day
I can not carry on like this
But baby make no mistake
I don't really wanna die, no
I want my life so bad
Just give me a drink and some pills
And then I'm sure I'll be fine
I'm stuck like a daydream inside your head
Wandering around, a way to forget
I just can't let you go
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't belong in this world without you
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't care anymore
Heavenly close and yet so far away from me
I'm grasping the things that I want but then I see
The man in the corner, he looks at me with dead eyes
Oh, just leave me alone I don't want any of your lies, no more
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't belong in this world without you
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
I don't care anymore
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
Tear me apart
Use me whole, I said
Trash my heart
Cut my throat
Tear me apart
Use me whole