Bekki Hlava - In Return Lyrics

Can't take another broken promise
Shattered pieces where my heart is
I'm over being disregarded
I just wanna go back to bed
Can't wrap my head
Try to sleep away
There shades of grey
Can't face the world
Nothing to say - I can feel the weight on my shoulders pull me under
I just wanna wake up instead
No tears to shed
Dry out the rain
Start a new day - But I gotta carry it one way or another

I don't wanna work hard all my life
Just to put my own needs to the side
How much of myself do I sacrifice
Am I living just to die
Cuz I've been in a dark, dark place
I've been in a lonely space
Trying to hold on to faith
No one here to ease my pain
To tell me it will be okay
I don't know how much I can take of it
I'm sick and tired of constantly strugglin
All of this time, is it all for nothing
Giving everything but I need something in return

I'm done with being brokenhearted
Disappointment got me guarded
I'm tryna grow from where I started
But it's the hardest
Cuz on a day like today
I can't turn the page
I pray for a change
Like, God keep me safe
Cuz who's gonna save me
I'm going crazy - I can feel the weight on my shoulders pull me under
And I feel like the world's tryna break me
It's working lately
My hope is fading
I can't escape it
It's so heavy, it's so heavy, oh - But I gotta carry it one way or another

I don't wanna work hard all my life
Just to put my own needs to the side
How much of myself do I sacrifice
Am I living just to die
Cuz I've been in a dark, dark place
I've been in a lonely space
Trying to hold on to faith
No one here to ease my pain
To tell me it will be okay
I don't know how much I can take of it
I'm sick and tired of constantly strugglin
All of this time, is it all for nothing
Giving everything but I need something in return

Tryna find my purpose but i'm running out of time
Wonder if it's worth it
Will I ever have what's mine
Standing on my last legs
Here for the fight
But I gotta fight
Cuz I need something in return