Belight - Insecure (feat. James Lucid & .tatio) Lyrics

I'll be damn if they try to go and
Wanna Regulate what my success is

In my mind see a Star Wars
And the Death Star will grant your death wish

Smeagle on the easel gunna tell the people
All to take what is precious

I don't trust your currency
And currently I'm leaving Homie this is Brexit

I see the spiders giving venom
I'm not accepting any symbiotes
You could say it's in my denim
Danny phantom when I'm going ghost

Cuz my dad left a decade ago
Told my momma, momma imma make it tho
Blind to the vision that I hold
So I took it and I made a spectacle

Livin with my Insecurities
But they securin me
Just like a fail-safe

I may weather just for the cure and see
Defense is great but still I don't feel safe

I know real fakes
That's fate!
Gave my circumference an incision

So I build gates
For when I'm bill gates
So they can't say that I'm different

Uh uh

Hustle just to make livin
Always taken never given

Uh uh

Young Nas it was written
King Arthur on a mission

They would go blind
If they had the vision
I was given
My position
High precision
Gotta get it
What I make up
I ain't Talkin
Cosmetics
Going off the top
They just got beheaded

Insecure
Expectations hit the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore

Don't know what I do
Don't know what I
But I got nothin to prove to you

Insecure
I beg and I pray to the lord
They stop talk when I walk through the door
I don't need to
I don't need
But I'm gunna prove to you

Cliches
Only come to mind when I freeze frame
These days
It feels like nothing different can achieve fame
We say
That hard works the biggest part of it
A&Rs talk a lot about the marketing
But rarely talk about the art it is
It hurt my heart a bit
Said my flow was hard
But my fxxkin outfit was targeted
It's a walking talking carnival of carnivores
Reading art of war
Bunch of common whores
More like commodores
Than a connoisseur
Still a con for sure
I'm feeling kinda sore
11 years I been working on my craft
Banging on the fxxkin door
I done quit a million times
Spit a million lines
Giving up it seems impossible
If I spit it up from my abdominal
If I'm goosebumpin every follicle
If I try to give a f*ck it's comical
If I don't
Then I'm still conjugal
I been screaming till I'm
Inaudible
I apologize let me calm the flow

Insecure
Expectations hit the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore

Don't know what I do
Don't know what I
But I got nothin to prove to you

Insecure
I beg and I pray to the lord
They stop talk when I walk through the door
I don't need to
I don't need
But I'm gunna prove to you

I'm
Just beyond us
When I plan it
Know that I can move a planet
With an arm thrust
And spawn dust
Transformation I'm an optimist
But
They just Decepticon us

It was all up from my palms brush
Watch me Harness power never been A coward
Y'all got no sauce like you all crust
From day one its been us and ours
Till I'm pushin flowers I'll be rhyming something
But I'm nothing without all the time and budget
Runnin blind till the day of final judgement

And I'm nothing
Without all the
People talkin

I ain't never budgin
Imma leave em bludgeoned
When I get away
From the people buggin
Make a Clean break ima need the crutches

Holdin grudges like I hold the pen that scribbled every single once of the pain felt
It was sudden when I realized me and b's prize was the champs belt
And I Can't tell if insecurities were the currency to find this passion
It was rash when I broke down but I Left those fragment in the past tense

Every bar I spit can make your brain melt
I need great help!
I need great help!
I ain't never had to go and meet the devil feel the flames just to go explain hell

Don't exclaim help cuz you losin it
Came across the crux like a crucifix
Don't care who it is cuz we movin in
Don't care what you say but I'm provin it

Insecure
Expectations hit the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore

Don't know what I do
Don't know what I
But I got nothin to prove to you

Insecure
I beg and I pray to the lord
They stop talk when I walk through the door
I don't need to
I don't need
But I'm gunna prove to you