You can say you do but I don't think you love me
I question all the time if you still even care
Could say the truth if my fears didn't haunt me
Our silent conversations never go anywhere
Keepin' cards close to my chest
Only showin' the best
Takin' up my energy
Ignorin' what I don't want to see
All I know how to be
It's in my nature if I could then I wouldn't control it
I've been hiding my shadows to protect me
Always caught up in my head listenin' to the voices
I've been letting all my shadows define me
I wish that I could trust, I wish I felt enough
Could show you who I am and not self sabotage
All my shadows are everything I see
Goodbye, I need to work on me
Putting on a happy face
Pretending that I'm ok
Keeping you out wish I could let you in
Looking in the mirror scared you see what I see
Voices in my head say you're not into me
Keepin' cards close to my chest
Only showin' the best
Takin' up my energy
Ignorin' what I don't want to see
All I know how to be
It's in my nature if I could then I wouldn't control it
I've been hiding my shadows to protect me
Always caught up in my head listenin' to the voices
I've been letting all my shadows define me
I wish that I could trust, I wish I felt enough
Could show you who I am and not self sabotage
All my shadows are everything I see
Goodbye, I need to work on me
Gotta do this for me
Goodbye
I'm sorry, so sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I need to work on me
It's in my nature if I could then I wouldn't control it
I've been hiding my shadows to protect me
Always caught up in my head listenin' to the voices
I've been letting all my shadows define me
I wish that I could trust, I wish I felt enough
Could show you who I am and not self sabotage
All my shadows are everything I see
Goodbye, I need to work on me