Ben Park - Alone Lyrics

Eyes fixed upon the headlights
As it seems to slowly
Move towards me from afar
In the middle of the night
My legs weigh like bags of sand and
I cannot escape this car
Lost in my own mind
Scrapping multiple drafts of
Initiatives before I act
Clawing my way out of this fight
My delusions suffocate me
And I can't relax

I don't wanna be alone again
In my own little pond
I don't wanna be disposed again
In the nihilistic beyond
I don't wanna be alone again
With my own nostalgic youth
I don't wanna be disposed again
When I still cling to truth

Trying to find my way back
To my logos 'cause my
Pathos has me by its chain
Look at me for what I lack
Not that I was ever perfect
In the first place
Look at me for what I lack
Though I'm still scared of
Your silent, judgmental gaze
But in the future, I'll try to be intact
I'll continue to pull up
And all of this will be erased

I don't wanna be alone again
In my own little pond
I don't wanna be disposed again
In the nihilistic beyond
I don't wanna be alone again
With my own nostalgic youth
I don't wanna be alone again
When I still cling to truth

I don't wanna be alone again
In my own little pond
I don't wanna be disposed again
In the nihilistic beyond
I don't wanna be alone again
With my own nostalgic youth
I don't wanna be disposed again
When I still cling to truth