Ben Park - Wait Lyrics

Are all the loved ones in my head
Am I beloved, or do I need meds
I hate these limitations all around me
I'd rather set up my own boundaries

I cannot help being so paranoid
I find it helpful to, y'know, just avoid
Please put me down upon my knees
I want to feel again what it's like to be free

And I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait to fix myself

I want to be the fool who makes you laugh
But you'll take things the wrong way, and I don't want that
I want to be the man who makes you smile
But you only know me to be so senile

My friends all live on other planets
I'm stuck on a highway with loose chunks of granite
Going over empty bottles and cigarette bums
Going eighty to twenty-five and back
How can I ever survive this one

And I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait to fix myself

Maybe I'm afraid to start again
Maybe disconnection is for the best
Maybe I haven't had a drop of sunshine in days
You know that I have been avoiding your gaze

I don't wanna wait, no
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna, no
No
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait to fix myself