Counting ceiling tiles
I'm questioning my life tonight
Is this how it feels to be alive?
Abandoned, alone and left behind
And everyone talks of beginning new chapters
I just want this one to end
And everyone think they have solutions
To a problem unknown to them
I am breaking in front your eyes
And your don't see that
I'm waning for every advice
Now I just wanna break you
In the firing line
Feels like I've run a thousand miles
The shortage of breath pumps in my veins
Your questions lead only to disdain
And everyone talks of a new dawn
That it's darkest just before
But what if the light never comes
And the sun is dead and gone
I am breaking in front your eyes
And your don't see that
I'm waning for every advice
Now I just wanna break you
I know you think that you can help me
But now you're just the one that breaks me
Now I just wanna take you down