Benjamin Graham - death by distraction Lyrics

Blurry days ahead, blurry days behind
I stumbled through the living room and wandered outside time
Blurry days ahead, blurry days behind
I stumbled through the living room and left myself behind
This cold only numbs, it never heals the wound
Death by distraction, inside my room
This cold only numbs, it never heals the wound
I'll die distracted inside my room
But it's okay
When I take another hit, we'll be okay
I keep taking hits every damn day
I can't recognize myself through my own gaze
In this pure daze
I just wanna be who you want me to
Even if that me just isn't true
I'll do anything to be loved by you
When I leave time, I'm somebody new
But when I wake up, and my dream is over
I am myself as long as I'm sober
I am myself
I am myself
I am myself
Until I'm not sober