Uh the last time I felt a mothers love
Mustve been the last time I felt me mothers hug
It's been awhile
So ima praying to the lord above
To heal my sole I aint even trying to hold a grudge
I never budge
On the feelings that Im manifesting
You take your time aint no rushing can't demand a blessing
Im just addressing
All the things that give me mad depression
I learned my lesson when I had to lay my man to rest and with this success
Im delivering my dad message
See Ima ight I aint need a man to stand my stresses and every day know
Im better than my father was
Left us alone never wondered how you daughter was
But it's alright
There's a new leader in this family
It's me and God there's a two seater in this family and that facade
You could leave it for the fakes and phonies
I struggle to, keep my circle filled with ancient homies
Im not gonna be another number, nooooo
Ima make it out the hood, Ima make it out for good even if you doubt I could
Im not gonna be a number, noooo
Never gonna see your jails, even if you hope I fail
Ima show em up prevail
These stupid rapper make it seem like the ghettos cool
They put these killas and these thieves on a pedestal
Aint no fame cuz I came out the projects
Niggas in the game entertaining this nonsense
I pick em out all the lames in the process
Shits to insane for my brain just to digest
I digress Im been moving with tenacity
Never take your name in vain
Knowing that's it's blasphemy
Got these people asking me
Begging for the secret
Tell em that its God who I dare I speak it
They want to turn cuz religion in the prefix
I aint never make any decisions that were decent
Only made the choices that could land me in a precent
Anything recent
I aint have a plan for
Part of the bigger plan, gotta thank the man for
Ya falling for everything what is it you stand for
Im not gonna be another number, nooooo
Ima make it out the hood, Ima make it out for good even if you doubt I could
Im not gonna be a number, noooo
Never gonna see your jails, even if you hope I fail
Ima show em up prevail