Better Now - Small Talk Lyrics

It's pulling down
Make a date with your bullet
Say a piece about your last night
And how you're worried you'll fuel it
So kill all the lights
They make me uncomfortable
Cause I can't figure out how to deal with the sound of being so emotional

And I'll wait with myself this time
Hold out till my heads clear
Make another decision to waste a drive even though we're already here
Can't hold conversations without sweating
I get nervous when strangers are near
And I've had a life to get used to the feeling of shadows when the dark isn't clear

And I've told you before I don't count birthdays anymore
Tell my mother I love her if she's home
My eyes have gotten dryer
An undeniable reminder
Another day's folded over shit beer and small talk
And this seas gotten deeper but I'm drifter of this deep fear
The only worry I have is not worrying much at all
And it's pulling down
Make a date with your bullet