Can't Keep Picking Me Up Video (MV)

I let the grass grow under my feet
I won't make you stay I won't help you leave
Empty Crayon boxes
Colors I've forgotten
Painted you in black and white
The fruits gone rotten
Withdrawal, detox
The jokes on me

You were holding my hand and I was holding you back
You were pulling me over when I wanted to crash
No seriously
I'm not strong enough
I'll keep falling down
You can't keep picking me up

I can't help what comes out of my mouth
What were we saying? What was I talking about?
Left it on the table
Baptized with a label
Drowning in the water
But I'm incapable
Coughing, laughter
Choking clown

You were holding my hand and I was holding you back
You were pulling me over when I wanted to crash
No seriously
I'm not strong enough
I'll keep falling down
You can't keep picking me up

I washed up face down on the shore
You gave me everything, couldn't of asked for more
A hopeless romantic
Broken trust I panicked
My smile stained with coffee
Cigarettes organic
Soapbox savior
Alone at war

You were holding my hand and I was holding you back
You were pulling me over when I wanted to crash
No seriously
I'm not strong enough
I'll keep falling down
You can't keep picking me up

I let the grass grow under my feet
I couldn't help you stay so I made you leave