Bham - Throw My Life Away (feat. Christ Jr) Lyrics

Sin up in my closet man, it used to be my hide away
Thought my wrong was right, but then I went and found a righter way
Thought I was a baller, (I) didn't know there's a price a faith
Holy Spirit dealin', wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away

Obituary column feature me in autumn
The power of the ring got me feelin' like Gollum
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', not reaching the bottom
I solemnly swear and don't care 'bout a problem
All got faults, man I know that I got 'em
Whole gang trippin' when you're livin' up in Sodom
They kill for a dollar and I'm hit with a hollow
Daily I'm prayin' to make it tomorrow
While drownin' in shallows of sorrow I swallow
Hittin' the lotto or hittin' the bottle
My death is just takin' me, shiftin' to auto
The heartbeat is racin', the pace is staccato
I'm livin' the movie, the music is muted
The killer is coming and I am secluded
Include me in setting the mood
I'm seeing the light but not willin' to move

Sin up in my closet man, it used to be my hide away
Thought my wrong was right, but then I went and found a righter way
Thought I was a baller, (I) didn't know there's a price a faith
Holy Spirit dealin', wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away

Christ Jr. go on and get em' man
Ain't playin' with 'em, gotta let 'em know
Tried to throw my life away, Holy Spirit wouldn't let me
Now I'm out here winning souls
Keep the Word on me if the devil try to tempt me, I'ma let him know
That Bible strapped up like a chopper, 100 scriptures ready to blow
I was turnt, doin' wrong out here, livin' being that bad man
Resurrected my soul from the dead, now I'm out of that trash can
Praisin' God everyday no matter how I feel, could you imagine?
That blood on the cross that brung us up from the dead like Lazarus

Sin up in my closet man, it used to be my hide away
Thought my wrong was right, but then I went and found a righter way
Thought I was a baller, (I) didn't know there's a price a faith
Holy Spirit dealin', wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away

They'd rather see me dead, deceased
Pray for peace, on my knees and I like that
Can't hold me down, I come right back
It's war time and I fight back
No L's I'm takin', they're mistaken
I'm anointed, man I'm built like that
God the blood of the Lamb pumpin' through me
And if you knew me then you know that I ain't goin' out like that
God got me on the path I'm on, everybody want to cast the first stone
Made it through the storm, it's over
In love with Abba, Jehovah
Countin' these blessings still, they testin' still, need to chill my mind
The way I feel, Johnny Gill
Throw my life away? Not in a million years
I fell down and cried a million tears

Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away
Throw my life away, couldn't throw my life away
Holy Spirit wouldn't let me throw my life away