It's crazy, after a while, you just become numb to a lot of shit
Sometimes I don't know if I'm healed, or if I just be sitting here forcing myself to forget
Certain shit
Like, I don't be disappointed, surprised, nothing
It's like I'm at the point in my life where if something's gonna be that, I'ma just let
It be that
Like, we living in a generation where you gotta hope people keeping it real, shit
No matter how much love you show
I gave y'all soul, I gave y'all mind
You know I had to get it from the mud
I had to heal myself through all these traumas
I got stronger, I got used to shedding blood, word up
Watching my back on these cold streets
Ready for war
Don't be a hothead and get cold feet
Make sure you move smart and not stupid
We all been through it
But the best part of the story's who really got through it
Time don't stop for a soul
It's karats running through my veins, my energy's made of gold
I gave y'all ventilation
Honorable In Learning Lessons that was preparation
Moving toward my dream, ain't half-stepping, no more hesitation
Juice bar sipping writing verses is a ritual
Conversations with the ones who ain't here in the physical
These cuts deep
For real
Y'all don't understand
I don't even trust a nigga saying, trust me
This music gon' pay off
Barely take a day off
My shoulders heavy, figuring a way to take the weight off
Friends turn fake, but shit happens
It ain't stressing me
Wish the best for them
I know they ain't wishing the best for me, conservative
Just not anybody could get next to me
Never had a therapist doing this is my therapy
I hope you noticed it
I'm a little damaged
Couple joints I'm f*cking with
Ask me where my emotions is
And I ain't even have an answer
It probably left when I found out that shorty had the ...
Yeah
Y'all heard a letter to you, but this my letter to y'all
Figuring out these cards
Battling through these scars
Y'all heard a letter to you, but this my letter to y'all
Figuring out these cards
Battling through these scars
Scars
Unhealed
Been fighting this whole time, I don't feel nothing
Weight up on my chest, but I'm still running
Still running
I'm just hoping that they feel me, yeah
Every bar, every word, every line
Should've been the real me, yeah
Yeah
Unhealed