BIG BLESSED126 - Are You Still There Lyrics

I been going through changes man I been going through thangs yeah
Fighting all of my demons cant go back to my old ways yeah
Depression be settling deep in my mental so much I just deal with the pain
Wearing smile across my face frunting like every will be okay tell me to pray
But faith without works is dead
Lately i cant catch a break
I feel if i break then all of this time i put in
Will Ultimately become a waste
What a disgrace i know how my family prayed God knows my family prayed
I'm tired from running from all of my problems
Some days i feel like I'm fading away,
I'm fading away, I'm fading away
Don't wana complain i done made some mistakes
Every one thrown them back in my face
Try to Right all my Wrongs I just run out of space
Crumble the paper and start a new page
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Keep Getting heavy don't know how much more can i take

Tell me are you still there
Tell me are you still there
Tell me are you still there

I don't want to be walking in circles for 40 years just to find out where im going
Was in front of my face the whole time
But i was to focused on the luggage im holding
Had to let go n let Get take control
Couldn't do all of this all on my own
Prodigal son had to find his way home trust and believe some chains just gotta stay broken
You gotta stay growing
Even on days when you feel like your folding My brother you chosen
Just like a soldier you keep going
You gotta keep rolling
Put a guard on your heart and kill all that pride
You gotta stay focused
The enemy's watching don't let em inside
I'm done with the lies i was losing my mind
Living in sin i was wasting my time
What hurt me the most
When i saw my kids cry
Mommy and Daddy been drinking all night
We'd get drunk and then fight
Yeah i know that aint right
And I'm doing my best to change up my life
Been sober Two years and its all thanks to Christ
Did it all for my babies they been right by side
No there's no going back we just gotta push forward
You fall get back up dust that dirt off your shoulders
When push come to shove
Gotta keep you composure
Rise above all the pain, watch the spirit grow bolder.
If i knew then what i know now
Maybe my life would had been a little different
All the struggle made me more persistent
I'mma go the distance in it for the
Win can i get a witness