I remember bout' a couple years ago
Lots of children playing, I could barely cope
I lost my mind a couple times, I lost my soul
Couple heartaches, couple heartbreaks, couple nights spent on my own
If you seen me now you'd think that i'm a fool
Different vibe to me, the vibe I had at school
I can barely sleep, you know what I been thinking?
No more thinking, stick to drinking, watch my liver break and bleed
How can you mend something that don't heal?
How can you fend when you know that ain't real?
Always pretending like I know the deal
Always pretend that's why I keep it sealed
Do you remember when I was that little girl?
Third step up playing in my own world
You used to tell me not to worry
That there is no hurry
I know life it can be blurry
But boo you'll never know
Different times right now must think i'm just a tool
Working nine to five, I got no break from school
When you tell me not to hurry
I know you never worry
I need you to be blurry
You don't have any clue
How can you mend something that don't heal?
How can you fend when you know that ain't real?
Always pretending like I know the deal
Always pretend that's why I keep it sealed
How can you mend something that don't heal?
How can you fend when you know that ain't real?
Always pretending like I know the deal
Always pretend that's why I keep it sealed