Big Jack - Differently (feat. Jaym) Lyrics

I'm doing it differently
Yeah
So differently
Ay
We're doing it differently
Yeah so differently
Yeah
Ay
Yeah
Life getting hard, didn't know how to take it
Makes me wanna take my arm and just break it
But I don't know how
To look up to the clouds
And ask God, if ur always with me, where the hell are you now
Yea I question stuff, that's just how I do it, wanna think for myself
Don't wanna wanna be spoon fed
Yea don't try to teach me
I wanna hear from the god who's truest, from the god who's truest
How the hell you gunna tell me how to live when ur so damn clueless
Woo
Yea I make whole album think it's all trash
I make something new but I still think it's bad
But it gives me drive and hunger on my path, to prove them all wrong who said I can't rap
But they don't even matter now
Because I am getting louder now
Everyday I make a better sound
Mentally I am better now
A lot of people thinking i ain't gunna make it rapping
But I never rly cared about the people that don't matter
Every time I make a song it's like I'm climbing up a ladder
Put my lyrics on the plate, then I serve it like a platter
But I'm working way too hard now
Cuz I rly wanna start now
Eventually move way from the SoundCloud, but I'm not rap god I don't need ya to bow down
I do it so differently
Yeah so differently
We do it so differently, yea
Just do it so differently
Yeah Ya know I'm here cuz i'm on a mission
To make it and end all of the hating
Thats why I do all the dissing
Cause I stand up for what I believe in
You know that is the reason
And I ain't gonna quit spittin about my vision till we get it and you actually listen
And you know I'm getting tired of all the rappers that be sickening
And be the ones grabbing at attention
Why they the ones getting the fame
Thats why I'm sick of this game
I'm just clearing the way
For spitters of pain yuh
And you know I ain't quitting today
Nobody is ever getting away
Because I'm just giving the pain
But i gotta take a step back
Get away from the dissing
Gotta finish
Don't wanna have another setback
When I'm writing my lyrics on the notepad
Cuz I want you to see that I'm just doing it differently yuh
I'm just doing it differently
I do it so differently
Yeah so differently
We do it so differently, yea
Just do it so differently
I'm just doing it differently
Cuz I ain't lettin em get to me
I had an epiphany
That rap is what's meant for me
Cuz that is what's hitting me
And I'm rapping so differently
I do it so differently
Yeah so differently
We do it so differently, yea
Just do it so differently
Yeah I know I go my own way
But that don't mean I ain't gonna make it some day yuh
I'm gonna make it someday
I'm gonna make it someday
Yeah I wasn't gonna rap this part
Because I didn't really know what to say
Cuz I put a little piece of my heart
In the songs that I write every day
But sometimes it gets really hard
With people making fun of my name
But this is just the start
Someday you'll see me on that stage