I'm blowing up again
Again
Are we really friends?
Again
It's a means to end
Again
I'm blowing up again
Again
Run it back, run it back
Again, again
Run it back, run it back
Again, again
I get so scared
Trust that I teared
Nothing was spared
Again
Grievances aired
Out in my lair
I wish I had cared
Again
Wish I had another chance
So sick of doing this dance
I get to talking with my hands again
Warning myself in advanced
I should just stick to the plan
Wish I could turn time with my stand again
Cause it's hard when you've lost your way
It's the coldest world, with no place to stay
There's no home at home, need a change of pace
There's no turning back, on my back I'm laid
Blue skies never looked so grim, I'm floating
Standing with my arms open, but I'm hoping
Nobody's expecting me to get in motion
I think the world needs to slow down, cause I'm frozen
I feel like I'm on the run
Nowhere to lay my head
I'm sorry for what I've done
Swear I won't do it again
I trying to fix my mistakes
I'm trying to make amends
But more shit comes to the surface
And I'm on the run again
I get so scared
Trust that I teared
I won't be spared again
Hope that you care
Cause it's cold out there
Can we clear the air again
I'm blowing up again
Again
Are we really friends?
Again
It's a means to end
Again
I'm blowing up again
Again
Run it back, run it back
Again, again
Run it back, run it back
Again, again
I get so scared
Trust that I teared
Nothing was spared
Again
Grievances aired
Out in my lair
I wish I had cared
Again