BigLuke - Le Emozioni Lyrics

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For this one, I didn't even really want to write nothing catchy
I just wanted to talk myself out
Look
I remember waking up and feeling nothing but depression
As I went to sleep, no resting
All the voice kept on pressing
About how you were a blessing
But a blessing took away
And all those second guesses about returning one day I just need to know that truth
Because I seem to find no answers
Everyone that I've been asking keeps on telling me I'm cancer
And that all my issues standard, like they're problems were the same but I knew something about you
Was something that I can't explain
So I hope that you would hear this, see the pain I had felt
All the nights, I felt no life, and stabbed with knives and feeling well
Tryna find a pathway out but it's so hard when you're in hell
And I would never wish upon you all the pain that you had dealt
I remember sitting there and seeing tears burn down
Your face
As we sat and painted pictures, all the liquor kills the pain
Always said our love was solar but I never wanted space
Between us, what went away
I only gained myself some weight
Mental weight that's weighing on me and it never seems to stop
They said time would fix my pain and I'm still looking at this clock
And hoping that I was in shock
And wishing that my problems drop
Only fearing all my spirits
Screaming hear me to our God
Hear me once is all I ask, because I'm tired from the hurt
Almost sent a couple letters but I thought it'd make things worse
Or take away some chances that God willing, it could work
And I don't know why you won't go and out my thoughts and kill this curse
Perhaps I'm feeling ways about the days when we we're phased
Taking bullets, never showed it
Always stuck inside this maze
The torture keeps on growing
All I ever do is pray
Because flowers never grew
If they had never felt the rain
I remember sitting there when it was me and only you
As I thought you so were honest so I never feared your truth
I done lost a couple things when I was young and in my youth
The last thing that I wanted was for me to lose you too
So I will tell you this right now, if it is destiny or fate
I'll never love the way I loved when you had stepped into my frame
Broken pieces, gimme reasons that I shouldn't feel ashamed
Because all my demons speaking and they hold me up for blame
I don't search for love
Since you left, since you left
Darling
I can't get myself like any love
Since your gone
Darling
Tell me where I'm going is right or wrong
Right or wrong
Darling
I might have to learn how to become strong
Become strong
Darling
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Darling
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah