Annihilation Video (MV)

Plan for the year in one word - survival
Trample my fears and conquer the primal
Wounds that have loomed since doomed to this tomb
Sick gloom with that zoom like focus, hopeless
As I ever been, broken so I never grin, openly...
Tight rope of regret stay chokin' me to death
Only breathe cause I'm too pussy to end it all
Watched 'em build but I ain't stickin' round when it falls
I won't mend no walls they can crumble down
Man f*ck you all, you watched me f*ckin' drown
From afar, climbed a mountain or half anyway
Just so I could say that I achieved something today
But the nothing remains with the dust and the grey
Small glimmer of hope's all but faded away
And charades that I play by myself
No longer amuse me, honesty
Cruelty
It's all the same when you're trash
In the bright dead glistening eyes of the pack of wolves
That society call human... but they so Truman
And they show boomin', minus the bap
F*ck they Jamba Juice crew, lotta loose screws
No tightenin' that - call it golden, ask me - silence is black
As the hearts of the plastic facade filled
Empty banal shrill empathy's hard shills
Scars real as these deserve time to shine
Bleed
Heal
All the same, each word can describe thee feel
That you get from that hateful violation so bold
You lie awake and crave annihilation of soul...
Total decimation's their goal when it comes to your heart
So get numb and depart from self till the cards get dealt
In your favour, no wealth for this labour - all health is endangered
Selfish in anger, selfless to strangers, most helpless of feigners
She didn't want me, how the hell could I blame her
I don't - never did, tried to tell her and make clear
But one fell swoop multiplied all my faced fears
And no one thought to tell me that healing might take years
Off of my life, yes always precise and sharp
Minds get sliced in half from this righteous craft
That I've honed for more than half my life in the dark
While they shine like enlightened stars
In this quite gifted life of ours
In this quite gifted life of ours...
That parental advisory sticker boring
Shit really oughta come with a trigger warning
Parental advisory sticker boring...
Really oughta come with a motherf*ckin' trigger warning
Really f*ckin' should...