Bipolar Ecstasy - But You Lyrics

I'm about to let you in
You gonna see under my skin
You gonna see how i pretend
It's all okay in the end

But you
Are not my pride
But you're the reason
I'm believing i'll be fine
And you
Can't return what you stole
Cause i've never been very good at letting go

I knew i shoulda trusted you
I knew i shoulda let you go
You had to find out on your own
But i just had to f*ck it up
I knew you had your reasons girl
I knew you wanted more from life
I just wanted you to want me back
So i never asked the reason why

This was never about me
Or who i don't pretend to be
I know you have to find yourself
Before you can find someone else
I promise you can find yourself
I promise you'll be surprised
I promise that i'll wait for you
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes

You'll always be everything that i want
I hope that you find you're what you deserve
Anything less than better than best is, in my opinion, a little absurd

You should know that i'd die for you
I would sever my pride for you
If you tell me to not waste my time, i would be found defying you

I just want you to be happy
With or without me
My head on your shoulder
Was too close for healing
I want you to feel me
And not what you're feeling
But i can't coerce you
I refuse to be pleading

But you
Are not my pride
But you're the reason
I'm believing i'll be fine
And you
Can't return what you stole
Cause i've never been very good at letting go
And I won't start now