Bipolar Ecstasy - Everything Lyrics

I've been looking for myself for years
I've been looking, but it looks like no one's there
And i've been looking for myself inside of me
It's funny how i have to invade my own privacy
Just so i can get a seat; front row to the show of me
I just wanna know for sure that my own thoughts aren't my enemies
But for now i'm just goin' and goin'
Yeah, everybody here knows that i'm flowin'
And everyone knows that they need to get off of my level before i expose 'em, yeah
I can hear you like "oh!
I do not wanna go home!
I just wanna sit around and listen to you rap about money and hoes!"
No
But that's the case and never will be
But i will admit that i'm a little filthy
I do not rap about money and hoes like you wish i did
But my bars are guilty
And now everybody's texting me
'Cause they know what's best for me
Everybody wanna tell me what i should do, but i know everything