(My fault, my fault)
(Blake, I miss you)
(My fault, my fault)
It's a funny feeling
When they're cognitively different than me
The way I process things
Emotionally I can't be seen
They don't understand me
I was feeling low, not only last week
But the pressure fallin' like an anvil
Mixing up my drink with an advil
Was that really advil
Oh my god
How many times have I crashed out
How many times have I been burned now
How many times, how many times
How many times have I crashed out
How many times have I been burned now
How many times, how many times
How many times, how many times
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault
And I'm scared to even tell her how she hurt me
Because I know she'll just end up blaming me (she'll blame me)
And all my relationships ended over text
Because they said that they weren't ready
Yeah, I go into these things, only for them to go C4
And everyone I love leaves, but what do they all leave for?
(What do they leave for? (Yeah, yeah-yeah)
Used to have a lot of friends
Now I see why Indiana's scared of them
(There's snakes in the yard) (Yeah, yeah-yeah)
And I spent the entire four years
Only thinking I'm not good enough
(Yeah, yeah-yeah)
Oh my god
How many times have I crashed out
How many times have I been burned now
How many times, how many times
How many times have I crashed out
How many times have I been burned now
How many times, how many times
How many times, how many times
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault
Yeah, but it's my fault