Blake Aaron Davis - Apple Core Lyrics

I've got too much time to sit and think
Of things gone wrong in my life
And too much time for sleep
And not enough for just livin' life
I feel like a worm eating through
To a rotten apple core
I'm battered and torn to the point
I can't hardly feel no more

It's been this way for weeks
And I just can't stand the sun in my eyes
It hurts my head to speak
To all of those who can't identify
Like a fish outta water
Waiting for the final slaughter I sympathize
With those sons and daughters crying out
To moms and fathers who never tried

I lay here trying to sleep
Until the pills start kickin' in
I can't find no relief
From all the cold that I'm sleepin' in
Is it the way Abba uses
To finally draw me in
Or is it just karma left over
From the drama of all my sins

I've got too much time to sit and think
Of things gone wrong in my life.
And too much time for sleep
And not enough for just livin' life.