Blasé - Count Up Lyrics

I've got this feeling that I should do more
Can't shake it, but it's taken all my strength just to get out the door
I'm thinking all I got is this brain that won't work right
And I guess I'm blind cause all I see is dark where there should be light
A loss of life isn't just something that happens when you die I know
It's when you sit by, letting yourself go
How do you tell though
If you're the one holding back
Not seeing all the shiny things that are falling in your lap
Count up your blessings then count again
Make sure that you get what's coming
Don't blink or it might be taken away
The future is subject to change
(Run it back real quick)
I've got this feeling it's all plastic
Fake but static slowly filling up the seas tragically
We're all looking for something that's lasting
But we never seem to get what we need it seems
I'm feeling like I need more in the basket
But how much will fit in the casket, stupid question I ask it anyway
I last another day, I find another way to skate by
I close my eyes and for a second I feel safe, why?
Count up your blessings then count again
Make sure that you get what's coming
Don't blink or it might be taken away
The future is subject to change
(You're very important to us
Please stay)