As I awoke it felt so clean
With you lying next to me
Your face was so serine
But you had the strangest dream
You and I were in my kitchen
We were fighting over something
It was stupid it meant nothing
Too much sugar-filled consumption
Said I couldn't do this anymore
I walked right out the door
I left you on my floor
Our eyes began to pour
Darlin' your mind will just
Play tricks all the time
Do not trust your inhibitions
They will blind you in the night
And as I watched you in the light
I couldn't help but stare
Do you feel me trying now
Do you see my true despair
And don't you ever feel like
Your mind's just trying to tear ya down
I really don't want to lie to you
I promise that I'm trying to tell the truth
I walked around your block
All alone just drifting thoughts
I saw you through your window
You were there and you were not
You were a pile of tattered clothes
Behind those towering bars
You present your mind to me
As a transformed work of art
I felt my body tremble
With your hand pressed to my chest
I let go for a moment
As a wave began to crest
And as you watch me hold my breath
Two souls connect in time
My eyes were open I saw it all
Saliva is Divine
But now the irony is killing me
I can never really tell what is wrong
No matter how I try and try
I never truly feel like I belong
And I know this life was tragic
I felt it when I wrote this song