Blonde Sunday - Jealous Lyrics

I'm in love, is it all one-sided?
Do you feel it too or is it unrequited?
Is it love if you don't feel the same?
You're probably watching fireworks on top of his car
And you take off his shirt 'cause he gave you his heart
But I'm still at home, I hear the boom through the walls
I'm staring at my phone just wishing that you would call
And I know you're probably not thinking about me
But I'm still here, beneath the sycamore tree
I see you walk by and he's holding your bag
And I bet pretty soon he'll be holding you hand
So tonight when you are both making out
I'll be at home, sitting on the couch
'Cause I'd be with you for the rest of my life
But I think you're into this other guy
And I
I get so jealous when you give him a smile
'Cause I've been waiting for such a long while
So, my dear, just give me a chance
I don't know, but I think I'd be good at romance
Am I fooling myself to think you'd ever like me?
I don't know, but I felt like we had real chemistry
I smile in class when you laugh at my jokes
But then all you ask is to see my notes
So if you feel the same please let me know
I'm terrible at this and it's going so slow
There's got to be something 'cause you put up with me
But I'm so in my head that I'm losing sleep
And I think you like me but you talk to him too
You're sending mixed messages and I'm so confused
'Cause I'd be with you for the rest of my life
But you treat me just like this other guy
And I
I get so jealous when you give him a smile
'Cause I've been waiting for such a long while
So, my dear, just give me a chance
I don't know, but I think I'd be good at romance
And it drives me crazy when you're with someone else
I'm a hypocrite but it's something I just can't help
I sound so controlling, I'm such a mess
But I'm jealous to the point that I'm in distress
When you say "last night with him," you're breaking my heart
I feel so stupid and I'm torn apart
I'm dying over here and I think you can tell
But I keep coming back even though it's Hell
And I say it's not worth it but I know that's a lie
'Cause I'll always regret it if I never try
'Cause I'd be with you for the rest of my life
So here's hoping maybe I'd be your guy
But I
I get so jealous when you give him a smile
'Cause I've been waiting for such a long while
So, my dear, just give me a chance
I don't know, but I think I'd be good at romance
So, my dear, just give me a chance
I don't know, but I think I'd be good at romance