Blood For Blood - Redemption Denied Lyrics

You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can face another day
because shit's been so f*cking hard for so f*cking long
and it don't seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like the shit ain't doin nothin' but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I really despise at what I see.
'Cause pride
strength, honor, love and life they don't seem to have a lot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can't remember when,
I just don't know where the f*ck I went wrong...
What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet f*cking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who's despair is a void you can slip into forever.
I've been as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
it's seems like someone or something knocks me the f*ck back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I've lost hope

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so f*ckin' tired of being f*cked up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any other way,
maybe I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my f*cked up life brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn't make me hard,
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared.

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so f*cking paranoid.
I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
It's just no way for sure.
I can't remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit and I know I ain't ever be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.

Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each f*cking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f*cking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit