My heart is closed to everyone I see
Feels like the weight of the universe
Is hanging over me
Nothing to do
And nothing to show
Let me tell you this is all I know
Push away the pain
That brings me down
There's nothing left to say
I cant change the weather
Or future days
Is this getting better or will we stay the same
My heart is close to everyone I see
This is what I call insanity
I press my hands against my ears
Drown out the noise that I fear
Sometimes I close my eyes
And think about those f*cked up wasted years
And think about those
F*cked up wasted years
Can't sleep can't think with this weight
Upon me
My back is breaking there's nothing left to say
Find me
All I have
Does this hurt
I'm waiting here I push away the pain
Have you ever let yourself cave in
Have you ever let yourself rely on anything
That exist
The damage is done
Why cant you see
This is all I ever was and who I'll always be
My heart is closed to everyone I see
Feels like the weight of the universe
Is hanging over me
Nothing to do
And nothing to show
Let me tell you this is all I know
I press my hands against my ears
Drown out the noise that I fear
Sometimes I close my eyes
And think about those f*cked up wasted years
And think about those f*cked up wasted years
My heart is still closed to everyone i see
There's no pill for curing
What I'll always be.