I keep a switchblade sitting in my pocket
Sneakers dusty from the summer
Yeah I'm unemployed
You know it could get better now anyhow
Be walking miles just to catch the train on Friday
Yeah I'm tired and over it already
Trying to do good so I can keep it moving now, anyhow
I want a new life
Wrapped up in confetti with a big win
I know this shit's upsetting now anyhow
But we'll make it out
Now anyhow
But we'll make it out - yeah
I try to make friends but the new ones seem unhappy
And I'm choking
Oh reality is yummy
When it hits hard that everything is sinking now anyhow
I took a hard hit so then I bought new nikes
Couldn't take it
My ego wasn't dealing with the shame that I felt when you just shut me out
Anyhow
I want a new life
Wrapped up in confetti with a big win
I know this shit's upsetting now anyhow
But we'll make it out
Now anyhow
But we'll make it out - yeah
(This is like the saddest happiest song)
I want a new life
Wrapped up in confetti with a big win
I know this shit's upsetting now anyhow
But we'll make it out
Now anyhow
But we'll make it out - yeah
(Okay okay - I want a 100 stacks, a big house by the ocean, a pitbull, someone that loves me good, I want, I want - yeah that's about it)