BluVarity - No Hope Lyrics

Running through the back streets, everybody asked me
Cmon' Cmon' kid are you happy?
Running from the twelve for the rest of your life
Losing friends and family left and right
Cmon' Cmon' bitch are you happy? Ask yourself that one more time
Separated at six, don't worry I know, don't know what to say but it's sad fosho
Saw you young thuggin' and I knew it wasn't right
Then I started doing it and it all felt right
Made me lose my mind, I almost took a life, I almost had the knife, and I almost ran twice
Family don't know I was insane y'know, don't need to know about the stuff I've done or known
Forgiveness is a gift, and I forgive you, you're different I'm sorry I still have hope in you

Back for my redemption, thought about injections
To reduce depression, to clear some tension
In my head cause it doesn't feel right, oh my god I lost the fight
All my friends think I'm just innocent, but never found out I robbed the innocents
Don't worry I've changed, I'm not insane
Put the past behind me, she keep me on check
My hope ain't the best, I lose it a lot
My life is a mess, I'll put it in a know
I guess I'll go, I lost my hope, Ill steal some gold until I'm old