Self Control Video (MV)

Ou BC!
Ou BC, Ou BC...
I need some self control, I need some self control
Ou BC, Ou BC...
I need some self control, I need some self control
I need some self control
I don't take my own advice
Got a couple vices that are tryna take my life
Sorry I ain't perfect sometimes I'm not really nice
Trust me when I say I'm tryna work and get it right
Watch for the devil in disguise
I hear my demons they be talking in my mind
Lose your ego put down all your pride
Tell me what's real, I don't want you switching sides
I'm riding solo dolo and I got my eyes low
Get up out the mud gotta break the vicious cycle
Taking all these risks like I'm walking on a tightrope
Dreams are motivation but I cannot keep my eyes closed
Feeling so restless
No time for some resting
I am so invested in all things interesting
I am never-ending
That means that I'm deathless
F*ck the past and the neglection
Uh
There's a void where my heart used to be
Do you see?
I ain't living easily
F*cked and flawed just like everybody else
I just wanna get some money and be in good health
Diving in the deep end
I can feel me sinking
Could be gone in a blink and that shit got me tweaking
Mama said that I should be believing
I told her I cannot trust a soul they so deceiving
When I say I'm f*cked up
I know that I f*cked up
I am just a f*ck up
Stupid motherf*cker
When I say I'm f*cked up
I know that I f*cked up
I am just a f*ck up
Stupid motherf*cker
When I say I'm f*cked up
I know that I f*cked up
I am just a f*ck up
Stupid motherf*cker
I know that I f*cked up stupid motherf*cker
Rollercoaster full of emotions
Guess I gotta go with the motions
Take me away in the ocean
I'm a space cadet I stay floating
I'm just causing all all of this ruckus
Sometimes I cannot function
I can be so damn disruptive
Causing all of this destruction
I need some self control, I need some self control
I need some self control, I need some self control
I need some self control, I need some self control