Bobenshi Bobsled - Masochistic Lyrics

You put this pain inside my chest
It's a heart attack at best
I'm guessing you may never read this message
Your response would ease my pain
Before the rainbow comes the rain
All this silence feels so
Unintended
One day you'll come around
Living with a bullet in your heart
I can help convince you
I was always worthless from the start
You know it's true
I never thought of you
Whenever you would leave me
Feeling masochistic in the dark
In the dark
Feeling masochistic in the dark
In the dark
Feeling masochistic in the goddamn dark
Feeling masochistic in the motherf*ckin dark
Feeling it, feeling it
When I knock you know I'm here
When it's cold you feel my fear
When you're all alone it's
Devastating
You can tell me it's okay
I'll believe the words you say
But I will never feed into your toxic ways
One day you'll come around
Living with a bullet in your heart
I can help convince you
I was always worthless from the start
You know it's true
I never thought of you
Whenever you would leave me
Feeling masochistic in the dark
In the dark
Feeling masochistic in the dark
In the dark
Feeling masochistic in the goddamn dark
Feeling masochistic in the motherf*ckin dark
Feeling it, feeling it