Numb the Tide Video (MV)

Ay, cause I'm not down for all that shit, I'm already dramatic, yeah
Cause life's been f*cking up my heart and I think that I've had it, yeah
Cause I've been working overtime in my own lane
But I've been screwing it all up in my own way
I wanna scrap it like a shit song, and I'll go bye, bye, bye
But I know that there's people that would care if I say goodbye
I'm not trying to hurt nobody, just trying to numb the tide
Oh, oh, oh, oh, just trying to numb the tide
I can't tell if I have an issue or I'm overdramatic
I feel it sliding down my wrist, I feel my body go static
I see these people progressing and they're all younger than me
If I'm gon' keep going, think I'll need a deity
Never pull up in my old attire, tore that shit off
I'm feeling dripped out with a reindeer like I'm Kristoff
Yeah, my girl set me straight, her love for me is automatic
Caught her eyes and she caught mine
Call me Juice, stole her heart like a bandit
My mental state is straight up f*cked, but I can't waste my time
Gotta keep it pushing, gotta make sure that I'm in my line
And when I look at her, I'm stuck I'm thinking damn she fine
I'll be overdosing on her kisses, won't be saying goodbye
Uh, f*ckers really wanna make me fight, but I won't do that shit
But I'm too busy on my purpose, I'm a motherf*cking good kid
I don't need to throw no hands if I can throw out cash in a year
Just let me work it out and I'll excel like all of my peers
Ay, cause I'm not down for all that shit, I'm already dramatic, yeah
Cause life's been f*cking up my heart and I think that I've had it, yeah
Cause I've been working overtime in my own lane
But I've been screwing it all up in my own way
I wanna scrap it like a shit song, and I'll go bye, bye, bye
But I know that there's people that would care if I say goodbye
I'm not trying to hurt nobody, just trying to numb the tide
Oh, oh, oh, oh, just trying to numb the tide
I be over here getting high and drinking on my own
Hah, sike motherf*cker, don't got time to f*ck my tone
I'm in my room pushing beats, I'm pushing on my own
Motherf*ckers out there hating while I'm working in my zone
I see these people around me heated on a topic
And telling them to grow up will never make a difference
Gotta make sure that I don't feel shit, gotta be numb to the bone
I gotta work it out, gotta walk into the unknown
Looking at my past and I'm seeing that I switched to the other side
People came to me for answers like I'm f*cking Bill Nye
Well, I'm only 17, don't got the keys to the keyhole
I can't keep trucking through life, cause I swear I'll need diesel
Ay, ay, ay, ay, I'm an overdramatic, why'd I give up, I had
Ay, what life has taught me is motivations never been enough
If you really want it, then you gotta go out and get f*cked
Victory don't come out easy, gotta go through dirt and mud
Ay, cause I'm not down for all that shit, I'm already dramatic, yeah
Cause life's been f*cking up my heart and I think that I've had it, yeah
Cause I've been working overtime in my own lane
But I've been screwing it all up in my own way
I wanna scrap it like a shit song, and I'll go bye, bye, bye
But I know that there's people that would care if I say goodbye
I'm not trying to hurt nobody, just trying to numb the tide
Oh, oh, oh, oh, just trying to numb the tide