Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter
And I'm glad you're doing okay
I don't know if you remember all the times you wrote me letters
And I think you took me out in fifth grade
And I think I told you, no, I said I wanna take it slow
And I also called you gross to your face
But I think everybody knows it was just a funny joke
So do you wanna go on that date?
I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you, rephrasing
Words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
Even when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind
Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy
Tell everyone I made it, though I'm miles from where I want to be
I told my story countless times to all these f*cking companies
I used to be a worthless piece of shit, a boy with issues, see
I've changed throughout this year so much, the who I was, you won't believe
Obsessed with being normal, faking cordial actions, fantasies
Of situations playing out so perfect like the movie scenes
I want to take my mask off, but I'm scared because I'll never be enough for me
I think I'm losing grip on sanity
But I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you, rephrasing
Words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
Even when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind