Braden McDonald - June 12 Lyrics

Retching in the toilet, so-called friends of mine recoil
And I can not pretend
My heart races with fear, God, if You're there
I need you here, 'cause I can see my end

"Save me, and I'll serve You"
A selfish vow, 'cause all I care about is now
Still You heard my call

Lying in a puddle, man, my head hurts
Thoughts are muddled, "How did I get here?"
That sure was a close one, next time be safe when you have fun
"Guess I'll stick to beer"

June 12, saved from hell
Your part done, time for me to run
Relationship? I'm not interested
You go ahead and give
But I've got a life to live
All on my own
All on my own

Seven more years and confident with beers
Eighteen a day makes insecurities fade
But You want so much more
I'm a slave and a whore
You let me see what I am doing to me and what I've done to You
You hung on a tree on account of me
And You did it to be with me!
Are you crazy?

Standing here before you, Lord, there's got
To be much more to this than loving You
"I've loved you from all time, knit you together
With a smile, I am Faithful and True"

May 5, crossed from death to life
My part done, a new life begun
Relationship? What an amazing trip
You never gave up on me
And now the slave has been set free
To live for You
To live for You
To live for You