Am I supposed to
Forget my feelings
And what if I did see
The light you spoke about in your dream
Am I weak for wanting love
You said you wanted this
And you said I was wrong
But it hasn't worked out
For any of us
To be young and afraid
Yet so close to death
And led astray
I'm tired and I'm paranoid
Give me peace
So I'm not destroyed
And when the walls fall down
Maybe I'll start again
I'll learn to love again
And I'll get better
I wanna be better