Chosen Video (MV)

It keeps going
Weakness showing
Ravens crowing
I'm not chosen
I feel I will never be good enough
But that's just my eyes as a mirror
Hand me a spoon and I will gouge them right out
Just so that you could see clearer
You would not last a day in my shoes
Honestly, I wouldn't either
It's hard enough to put my foot in
To lace them up I would be eager
If life were like bricks, yeah that would be great
You could rebuild what's destroyed
And the duo in my brain won't shut the hell up
I guess I'm pair annoyed
And you can't make it right when you have nothing left
It's not like I have a choice
And when I'm worn down to where I don't want to think
All I have left is a voice
It keeps going
Weakness showing
Ravens crowing
Hope I'm chosen
Skies all around me are always so dark
Maybe cause I'm oversleeping
Losing the battle so I can strengthen the war
I wouldn't fight to get even
And I've been breathing and beating but it's all for what?
Somewhere along I lost my purpose
I'm feeling nervous trying to reach for the bar
Falling below wouldn't hurt us
But I'm always thinking that I could do better
I toss the silver for gold
My brain track and I start writing cheddar
My mind will never get old
As a kid I always was against the grain
There's reason for all of these splinters
Its time to grow up yet I'm still the same
I overlooked for the hinter
The pencil of life don't have an eraser
It keeps going
You swallow your pride without a chaser
Weakness showing
The easiest road is always what's safer
Ravens crowing
Challenge the world and then become braver
Am I chosen?
It's hard to understand the simplest things
Maybe cause I had no teacher
Fear of the judgment as skewed as it seems
Thinking that I am the creature
Living too distant to clean up the mess
The happiness will never last
And to live like the others and feel like I'm blessed
I will continue the past
There's more to myself than what meets the eye
I never shared the same vision
As the people who strive for a nine to five
They're stuck in a mental prison
To see all the time run watch growing feet
I'll know my days here were wasted
Cowering down and admit defeat
Never will I, I'm not basic
I will stop this circle of my self-fulfilling prophecy
I won't point the finger, I'm the only one whose stopping me
Grow up to own problems causes I'm small when they are mocking me
I won't point the finger, I'm the only one whose stopping me
The pencil of life don't have an eraser
It keeps going
You swallow your pride without a chaser
Weakness showing
The easiest road is always whats safer
Ravens crowing
Challenge the world and then become braver
I am chosen