He just wanted to provide for his family
Caught a body now he's locked up in that slamma see
Growing up a murderer ain't what he planned to be
Hoop dreams a player the whole city went to see
10 assist 28 points that was his average
The lost of both parents turn him to a savage
Mom had cancer dad died driving intoxicated
Theres a burden on his should and his f*cking hates it
He feels like its him against the world
All he got is his 2 kids and his girl
All four jammed in that one bedroom apartment
Only condemns in the refrigerator they starving
HEARTLESS
So he reaching for his strap
Late night creeping
Catch a opp lacking, HOMIE WHAT YOU THINKING
He aint know that he was strapped to
Most say he made a Black Move
Will i ever find HEAVEN ON EARTH
Searching for my worth
Will i ever find HEAVEN
WHAT EVER COMES FIRST
How shameful niggaz a tell you keep your head up
Just to cut your throat from a better angel
The demon on his shoulder screaming louder than the angle
Then the flames grew but how the Hell could they blame you
Painful just peep the picture i paint you
Rich now but right in the ghetto where he was raised to
From dealing weight to real estate in different states
But as of lately his mind been in a different space
Seeing both sides poverty and wealth
But money don't mean a thing if the problems in yourself
All of his homies died
Either that or doing time
And its eating him alive cuz he's the one to survived
As he sits in the Bentley in his garage
Engine Running
With no intentions to take a drive
Emphasis on the emptiness that's in
As the room fills with carbon monoxide
Till he died
Will i ever find HEAVEN ON EARTH
Searching for my worth
Will i ever find HEAVEN ON EARTH
Whatever comes first
WILL I EVER FIND HEAVEN ON EARTH