Brayell - Not This Wrong Lyrics

I'm feelin' doubt while I'm writing these love letters
Cause you'll chill me out, then you'll heighten my blood pressure
Pillows down, just lie on the duck feathers
I realize now that the times spent were just pleasure
It's whatever you ever wanted every time
Like a credit card I never declined when I should've
This thus severed everything we ever had tied
Should've stepped to the side and left you behind but I couldn't
Said I couldn't get away from the rain of this thundercloud
You fully drowned my parade just to dumb it down
Playing these games; it's the same little run-arounds
Maybe I'll hate you today or I'll want it now
Underground, diggin' up dirt like federal cases
Guess the rest should be ancient like Mesopotamic
Testing my patience like drawing a blood sample
Love gone to waste, think I'll call that a love handle

I've been wrong before
But not this wrong
Not this wrong
And though I miss ya I know I'll get on

I've been wrong before
But not this wrong
Not this wrong
And though I miss ya I know I'll get on

Does loyalty exist? If it does I haven't seen it
Cause those that claim to love you act like love don't have a meaning
Troubled and I feel as if I let you use me
So I'm struggling to breathe as regret consumes me
It's truly a shame, I wanted to trust in you
Never once did I use your past as a crutch for my trust issues
Cause we're all human and liable to change
Stop believing that those moments that you lied to my face
I was right by you babe any time of the day
And in return I just got burned, objectified, and betrayed
I let my pride get away and that is where I went wrong
And now it's time to get gone, right after writing this song
There is no righting this wrong, we build then we break
And I cannot deny the fact you were my biggest mistake
Still one hand is on the door, and I'm ready to escape
While my other hand's in yours, and you're tempting me to stay
Saying, "Listen boy, I know I've been wrong"

But not this wrong
Not this wrong
And though I miss ya I know I'll get on

I've been wrong before
But not this wrong, girl
Not this wrong, girl