Brian Hanvey - If I Scream in My Sleep Lyrics

Shaken now I'm picking up the pieces
Demon, but I'm looking like I'm Jesus
Living in the moment try to seize it, dreaming
Used to feel like more cuz I believed it
Waking up I'm looking for a reason
Switching up my city for the season
Thinking I might need some time to reset
Regrets, filling up my head wish I could end this

If I scream in my sleep
Seen shit that haunts me in my dreams
I can't breathe, can't stand up on my feet
All this grief leaves me so incomplete

F*ck all these liars
Head down watch the money get higher
Playing with fire
Dabbin til I'm way beyond tired
Our love just expired
Chasing all our darkest desires
Quit all my jobs or get fired
Can't waste my life working at Meijer's

If I scream in my sleep
Seen shit that haunts me in my dreams
I can't breathe, can't stand up on my feet
All this grief leaves me so incomplete

Been at least week since I've been sleeping
Im scared I'll go to hell when I get dreaming
Scaring all my roommates wake up screaming
Demons when I was still a kid I used to see them
So now Im feelin so defeated
My plate was full now I ain't eating
Nothing tastes as sweet as revenge
Blowing smoke until it all ends

If I scream in my sleep
Seen shit that haunts me in my dreams
I can't breathe, can't stand up on my feet
All this grief leaves me so incomplete

Life is not fair at all no
No one can bare it alone
Feels like I'm chasing my soul
Pray that I find my way home