Bride - World in Swirl Lyrics

I feel the weight of the world on my head
I wish that I could swirl down the drain
Slip the doubt and circle faster
Drain soaked worries they wouldn't matter

I put my coffee down ride my bike
To some friends in town drink all night
Call my girlfriend while I'm wasted
Smile when she says, "get home safely"

I don't know where my apprehension comes from
I don't know if I should blame my friends
I don't want my life to come to an end